I was sitting under the trees and i look up upon the wide big blue sky.. just wonder how big is the world outside,i was born and grow up here... My mum, who is a teacher in a local kindergarden teacher and my dad was a worker who work for the logistics company...and i just turn 17 three days ago.. yes.. my parents celebrate my birthday and i receive tans of wishing on my facebook and mt twitter.. but there is a special one that i hope it not just a sincere friendship wish..
So, He is Adam... we went to the same school this fall, he was in artical class while i was taking my music class... quite often we bums into each other in the cafeteria in our school.. i was falling deep for him.. People said 'Falling from a high tower is never as pain as falling in love'... even i was in love in him, i never have a chance to tell him that i .... him... maybe i was born with natural shyness...
As school end, while i was packing my bag and i saw him outside my lecture hall,so.. i walked out and ask him what can i help? and he smile and turn away... Did he just smile at me? Gawd... i almost faint... and one day.. i ask my mum about boys,date and having a relationship which trigger my mum anger and she scream and scolded me seem i was have a F+ for my examination... She said we should never date at this early stage of life.. And the stories goes.. She nagged me for a good hour... And she eventually told my dad bout this.. and worst still my dad thought i was getting horny..... Oh... Mess up....
That day was raining, Adam was soaking wet and stands in front of my balcony and when i open the window.. he said he had looking and secretly having feeling towards me and now he hope we can sparks something good out of the soaking situation..and i agree without acknowledging my parents.. and the coming years,he treated me as well as he can, he cook for me even he is not good at that,he make me smile when i was crying and plans a beautiful birthday party for me... at this moment of life, i thought i was the luckiest girl that Good ever see since he created human.
One day, when i come home, my mum was throwing some love letters where she discover when she clean my room and in a harsh voice,she scolded me but this time she was scolding me like i was pregnant and ready to labour without her permission to have sex... and When my dad come home,the arguement and scolding get even worst... is like world war 5 under alien invasion... and the day after tomorow,they had made up their mind.. they are going to move to the sub town where i will never see Adam again.. And i was force to leave..
I ran to Adam's house and told him about this then this is the first time i see him cry..with his stubborn behaviour, He take me to my parents and ask for a blessing which turn up to be a fight... and with force... i was been move to the sub town... but Adam never give up... every sunday..he take a bus to a eathing place which name 'Al-Migo' where we meet to lesser our missing sorrows... and this continue for 5 years.... and he was getting weaker and weaker..i know he is tired,but he still want to visit me as often as he can.. and my heart breaks... every night.. i said my little pray to the lord to make him stronger....
One day, is a raining morning where i was date to meet him at Al-Migo and he did not appear after six hour... and i was shock and worry so i run away from home and took a bus to visit him at the old hometown where my sweet memories take place....but... he had move... with tears soaked my face.. i went home and i wait everyday until 15 of march...
15 of March... i wake up and i collect the newspaper from the front porch where i accidentally glance the first page.. it was bolded 'Adam's Said I Love You'..and i pack my thing and took a bus to the venue... as soon i arrived, i saw many of our high school friend whom dress in black and white and i saw his parents and my tears was dropping as soon i saw the grave which crave.. Adam Mccupid 1992-2010.... four minute later,my parents arrive and i was so sad that i hug his grave and poiting my finger to them and said 'this is what you all made,all we want is your blessing..all we wants is to have each other but because you all said we are not fit,this happened'.. is was a nightmare of heart break to see your loved ones leave you alone.... Adam's mum said he had an accident when he tried to locate me and when he have my address,he took a bus to visit me but he meet an accident where he coma for 4 years and as soon he awake,he ran out from the hospital and while he cross the road,he was hit by a lorry.. and he hold his last breath to ask someone to tell me,that Adam love Zaciet....and he pass away while holding the last love letter i sent to him... and i was late..... this is the moment where i gone out of control.. I whisper beside his grave.... 'I was here now Adam... i will never dump you but....you left me alone..'
Here am i... sitting under the tree..lookin upon the wide blue sky and wonder who... just who can bring Adam back to me... because..... I Miss him and the missing will always reminds me.... There is someone whom love me always like Adam.. I still once the Luckiest girl that loved by Adam.
Bear Wanglers lastest Night love story......
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