My 宝贝's birthday.

On the 29th of september... The world most amazing girl,That right.. My Girlfriend celebrates her birthday with me,I don't even sleep on that night,at 3am... this is the first time,i try to make a perfect cake for her birthday..As i know,She love chocolates and she cant eat almond or nut due to some unpleasent effects.. so,i try out the solo chocolate recipe.. As i doing it,Many thing comes to my mind..The first time we held hand,her first sweet laugh,she naive cute look,the moments that bring us together.. is a sweet memory... at 6.45am..after 10 minutes rest,i go to school.... hahaha... She may think i forget is her birthday... and i have a whole stack of plans behind... An limited Edition watch from LG's Digital 2003 anniversary.. i get it,Iss come with a bear carton..as i remember,she like soft teddy bears,but she worry it may lost.. so,If this is in the watch,she may never lost it...after school...i send her home and dashed home,with only 4 hour left,i do another cake,and is a success one... when the clock ticked 5.45pm,I bought her to dine in at Moven Peak,Greentown area... she order a Capree with a love foam.. and we eat and have our very own sweet time in the bine....haha..at last,i call the waiter to bring out a slices of cake and she eat it and smiling sweetly..I WONT EVER IGNORE THAT SMILE...IT MAKE ME MORE IN LOVE.... We have a wonderful and loving Night,by the time pass 12am... We had been dating for one month,Thank U, My Love for bringing smiles,joys and happiness to my Life,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I LOVE YOU,Yup,U got that..I Love YOU!

Mid autumn festivals with Grands

Haha.. Is mid autumn festival tonight,I return to my grandma's house,after my grandparents eat their dinner,We sit near the balcony and chit chat,joke and just enjoy the beautiful moony night,With Grandfather's favourite oo long tea.. we chat about their young times,and my current relationship.. As time past,is 9 o clock at night,Grandpa call me for a chess game, Finally i won grandpa.. the first time.. then when grandpa and grandma fall asleep,I was sitting alone with some tea left and looking at the moon,I feel i miss her again... then i bought a few of candle.. sit on the sandy floor,i created a 'Candle Love' with express my love and miss toward her...My Dear,Happy Mid Autumn Festival,Sarangheyo...我爱你

Wednesday,Cloudy,2:19pm 22 september 2010

Today return from school,i feel very dissapointed..
I sent my Dear home,and when arrive she quickly get down from the car,is truelly she forget about what gonna happen... (T^T)...
And as she go down,i really she heard that.. ar....
Is gonna be a month after we date each other,and i am happy bout that..Just want to tell her those word,face to face, Dear.. _ _,_,_,_ _,_,_!
another frustating day from school... But my Muey subject dissapointed me so much.. Teacher,what you really expect?? why my writing cannot ever get 60/60 de... always 56/60 55/60 or 50/60.. and each time word increase from 800 to 900,800 to 990 and today 1300.. But why still band 5???!!! i need Band 6 so much... Gawd...
Dear,You know what? i miss you ler.. like last nite,out of blue i duno why i seem so werzzing...I just want you to know i wont tell my love to you with words.. i Rather prove it in action... at school,i will look at You as my junior because i don't hope to mixed up between studies and love,Is hard to contrl,because when i get free,i tend to miss You.. I always worry you face problem,I will always ask because i m so worry that You get troubled up and sad... like what the stupid meeting... I dun care what and how i will be,I just worry about you.. Because... yes,u know it... because You are the One i care and i need and i love... ask me a grazilion times... My answer will still the same,That is, I Love You!~

我和我宝贝快乐时光。。

Firstly,Thanks to her for company me for my birthday,We enjoy very much at jusco,when eathing and watching Resident Evil: Afterlife.. She wear a white blouse and a short,Trust me SHE WAS VERY AWESOME AND I LOVE HER VERY VERY MUCHIE MUCHIE.. DEAR,YOU REALLY MAKE MY LIFE HAPPIER AND MORE HOPEFUL.. I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS,和你在一起真的很开心，很快乐还有很满足。。。宝贝，你知道吗?你让我知道‘幸福’ 是什麽感觉的。。。谢谢你。。疼死你了。。老婆仔，我爱你！！

Saturday,September 18.. 10.07pm

Today was so happy,
After my Dear's class,we both go for a date and having meal in Kfc,haha..we snap some photos too.. haha.. and she ate a Zinger meal and mashed potato.. after that we go wondering the area in my car,chatting happily and of course,sweetly... She is the girl who can be said Special among the extra-ordinary.. Dear,I miss you,

And when i reach home,I really dying in missing her...
In the dark room,I think,what happen if we broke up.. >.<

But,I don't know what happen,i cry in my room,
The reason I cry is not that i m worry that i will heart break again,I worry what happen if she is alone...She may cry and heart break,she will be alone when she is in trouble,Who will be there when she need help or support? who will be there when she cry? and I m so worry that she may get in danger when she go home alone,or when she walk home... and She so careless and forgetful,if we break up,who will remind her and guide her?

I maybe a mix between european and chinese,but..I m not those who don't respect girls,I never play with love... Dear,I cant promise how long that i will be here because if i die early,that will be a lie,I promise,I will never hide any secret from you,never cheat you,now and always You are the One i would only love..


----If really one day,we no longer in love... I swear,I will never love again,because girls is many,but a sweet and lovely girl like you is Only one... and You are only the One Bowie I would never forget that i m happy to love You----

16th September 11:24pm

Finally,I meet My Angel's family,Her mum look so alike with my mum.. haha..this really make me feel warmth,But unfortunately,I did not have the chances to meet uncle yet,And her brother,sister and her sister's boyfriend were those jokable person,very out-going and smile often.Whezz... Thanks.
Although i was silent during the gathering,my main purpose is to know the in social-life character,to easy blend in.. Even so,I really have fun with you guys....

Now bout my Angel.
I been missing her and i meet her just now.. don't know why,i feel stable when with her.. and she may smile and laugh,but i really hope she is happy.. Today our friend assk me,why i like her?

Why love people must have reason one??
I love her because i have feeling to her adn she was my everything..
awaiting for this weekend, Dear, if u are not happy,please do tell me... I promise that i never argue,What you do is right. Just don't know why... You are the keys to me heart..

I Love You! Sweet heart!

당신을 사랑합니다

오늘은 내가 왜 당신을 ... 더 놓치지 모르겠 하늘을 다시 보면서 내가 더 당신처럼 내가 당신에 대해 진지한에 대한 우리의 관계를 오전 시간은 내가 진짜와 나 진지하게 돌봐 싶었 증명시기 바랍니다 얘기하고자 한 천사를 사랑하는,보고 싶을 달콤한 만드는 당신은 당신을 존중도 날 사랑에 빠진하게 마지막 여자처럼 당신을 사랑합니다 ...
내 인생에 당신을 갖는 기적, 당신 애인이 축복했다가 ... 희망은 우리가 함께 영원히과 사랑, 매번 너는 나를 웃게 해주는 것입니다 ..그리고 우리는 곧 만나기로, 난 그렇게뿐만 아니라 언니와 동생지만, 모든 가족을 만나 .. 기대 오전거야 친애하는, 당신은 최고의 선물 내 인생에 일어날 수 있습니다 ..... 아주 아주 아주 아주 많이 ~ 당신이 그리워!

Where is my mood? where is my Smile?

My birthday is around the corner,But... Why am i moody? my ideal birthday present was something every family have, A family photo... i choose to fake my smile,because i dun want people around me to worry, when they ask,what u want for birthday? i hardly say it out.. and this evening,I lock myself alone away from my relatives,my best family photo is only my imagination... My only happy moments is my six years old cake photo.. Now,my mood really gone,
Dear,I miss you...

1pm,13 September,2o1o

Just came out from bath..refreshing,with a glass of water...sitting on a chair with my laptop on the balcony.. is time i m blogging..haha.. Viewing at a great scenery,a field and some green moutain and a big simple and cheerful blue sky..And bidding for a special item for a special person in your life would never as happy as this,What my life really about?
Flashing back my past just like reading a unfinished story book,At the age of 15,is my life first turning point,at the age of 16,i begin to argue and disobey my parents,and the next year, i m totally a different guy,
18 years old,I really a devil among the worst nightmare,i tried to enter Segi university with my result... all As and my history B... finally,i thought i made it,But,the course i m taking is not available anymore,Depressed and back to ipoh,My Grandpa said there is a school sent me a letter for Form 6th intake,To be honest..I hate to wear uniform.... atlast,the stupid Aloysuis enters form 6th in a very crappy school..since that,i force myself to read more and learn more even think crtically..As times flies,Senior years.. and i was always wondering...who and what kind of gangster or bad girls will be my junior???pathetic... hahaha
Is end of June and we receive news that all seniors gotta wear like senior 'citizen' to welcome those lower sixth... as those form is getting ready,Two more senior and i was selected to be the GL,Group Leader to moniter the whole intake...
As the clock tick 8am.. Junior barge in... lol... i use the word barge in.. then out of the sea of crowded Junior,someone caught my eyes... simple yet interesting.. nope,if you want me to define it in old age english, it will be the simplixity among the extraordinary... Trust me, She is simple perfect...unmarkable... givinng 100% mark is just poinless... define her in a word in dictionary? haha.. SWEET. no one,really no one could step in to me memory and said 'I LIVE HERE NOW' other than her,
Who is Her? You ask? MY SWEET ANGEL,
Can I have Her too? You ask? Yes,Before that,U gotta make sure i m dead.

~~~~-----I am Not a fighter,But,I FIGHT FOR WHAT I LOVE---~~~~

12:11am,September 13,2010

Tonight was a unforgetable night,is so simple.. a simple yet memorable night.. While i was typing this,i m sitting on my bed and near my window,Tonight is so cloudy,but duno why there is a moon in my heart,and duno why i no longer lonely.
6 days from now is my 19th turning point..God,You really treat me good,You really loves me,I thanks for the great present.. You have given me an angel for my birthday,This is the best thing that ever happen to me.. I don't know why she was all my Source,
I be confident to have Her,
I be Happy when with Her,
My idea come when I think of Her,
All moral support will be there when She is there,
I m so cheer up when She smile,
I could never get sad when She was 360' around me,
who is She? She is my sun when i need hope,She is my moon when i m lonely and She was my Angel when i m down..
the moment i found myself missing her.. 'POP' my phone ring...

text message "Honey"
I was smiling... to Reply 'Yes Dear?'

but at a night like this,the missing feeling become stronger,i can hardly sleep... On my Blackberry, is a bunch of saved message
Trust me when i read those message is a 100% gurantee that my dream was sweeter than ever....

Thank You Sweetie for making my life wonderful!

@@@@@@@THE BEAST HAD FOUND HIS ANGEL@@@@@@@

Family gathering at my house

Is had been decade since I eat dinner with my whole family.. But my father,brothers and sister were not here.. My Grandpa and grandma,they were the one i love the most.. remember when i naughty,my grandma use to scold and my grandpa sure make me smile back with some sweets and ice-cream,But now,he is old.. and i really like to spend time with him.
After dinner,grandpa and i were sitting outside chatting bout my life and his youg ages life... Is just like a dream,i was on his hug yesterday and now i m taller than him..He was smoking.. and i m worry bout his health,as soon night falls,we sit down and start my grandpa favourite game,Chinese chess.. As time pass,I lost.. Grandpa's skill still in a good level.
Grandpa,Thank you for caring me when my father didnt,Thanks for teaching me how to write my chinese name.. Grandpa,I Love You.. Without Your guide,i may a become a bastard now..

Grandpa was a great man,You teaches me Life was my teacher!
Grandpa,Your guide and everything You teach me,i never ever forget.
Grandpa,You will always on my mind,I m proud to be your Grandson! take care My Beloved Granfather! When i get old,i will tell the generation to come that Aloysuis Brown's Grandpa was a Noble man!

@@@The Whiteboard@@@

B.etween the beauty.
O.nly Thee who shines,
W.aking me from dream,
I.n the journey of life.
E.ternity just like Thee.

N.ever hope to awake
G.etting to treasure our time.

<3

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呵呵呵。。。今晚非常开心。。谢谢你。。我的宝贝

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My Second date with My Beloved

Haha... how should I start this? A white bag,a black dress and a brown outfits just making me go.. 'Whao'.. You are pretty Dear!! today i make everyone jealous... is every boy dream come true to have a true beauty walk beside You..And You know what?? i Hold her hand during we watch movie in cinema... It quite nervous,and after all i holh her hand for the first time... I was over-helmed with fun.. L.O.L... haha.. and we walk or should i say we stroll along the shop.. behaving like normal couple.. finally,i was in love again.
Of course I knew that she was very worry bout how others would accept.. and will i be playful bout this relationship,Well,Dear,You get my answer here.. no matter how many objection,No matter how hard,i m ready to makee this relationships success,and my Parents had agree and accepted You, Dear.. no matter what past You have,No matter how worst can You be.. I wont regret that having You.. Just no 'sigh'... You are not an option,You are one of my priority.. Never ever let You down!!

My birthday is on the way soon.... My Wish is, Hope that I can see your smile always,and be with you no only to share joy and happiness,but also sorrow.. I will always make You proud,I will protect You and I will never ever let You sad!

Be wonder for sometimes,
Odd to tell You that how I feel,
When we are together,thats my happiness,
I will cherish and frozen every sweet time we have
Every promise to You...i never fail it..

if u want to know wat i mean, Just combine B,O,W,I,E and plus I Love You behind~

Meeting the Future In Laws

Tonight really is a roller-coster ride... When my girlfriend said she wants me to meet her family for the first time.. i m not scare.. but just worry bout really feelings dissolving moments... My brother said is ok.. show and be yourself.Don't be tension and stupid with those stupid idea... As for me.. I am just excited with the coming new events.. it may killing and blasting..
Meeting them is not the problem,but i just worry that they wouldn't accept our on going relationships... And how will be my in laws be?? oh.. very nervous... Dear,are you ready? i am i guess...
Haha... Tomorow is going to be our second date.. i just love being with her,is a miracle... i just love having her a along me... Having her just like havind the rainbow in my daily life... Tomorow,we going shopping,eathing,spending time together,watching movie... but i really hope to hold your hand, Dear..

anyway,
I Love You!