I M NO LONGER A Kiddo! :(

This have been spreading wild fire lately... God..... The equlibrium of Ying and Yang is the contra of my lately life.. lol... My sister is getting married..my Brother is getting two more dude to join this crazy family.. And me?? Having plans on the calender.. hahaha.. Well.I m no longer boy boy..Define me as a man.. haha..Is going to the tail of the year.. and My Baby is getting cuter and cuter,We are getting close,warmer amd more loving each day... Haha..
That day when i was typing my resume to sent for a vacany.. i found myself lacky... way lacky...

This is my Resume:

Name: Aloysuis Brown Nicklausixer.
Contact number: 016-5**9****
IC number:910919-0*-****
Achievement:
PMR: full As
SPM: 8 As and a B
MUET Text writing:Band 6
Working Exprience: 2 Year

Enrolments:
1) Hold the tittle of 'CHAMPION' for public speaking for 2 year. 2009/2010
2)Take Part in New South Us English test for 2 Years
3) Top 5 Speaker in Kinta 2009
4) Awarded as Top Experiments student 2008
5) Qualified English Debater in 2007

Sport:
1)Ipoh International top Squash Player 2010
2) Top 3 Swimmer 2007
3) 4 Year Champion Bowling 2003-2007
5) Awarded as Courage Camper Member (gold)

Communication;
1) Able to converse in proper English, Bahasa Melayu,Mandarin,Hebrew,Korean,Porturgese, British English, Japanese, Italian, Thai, and Russian.

After this..... I felt i look like a loser..... Lame...
Hahaha.. Between.. my Love life was great in momentum... 6 year planing... we'lll getting marry on 1.9. 2017 with hope.. and.... She just amazing and amaze me alot.. wheezz!!

Love or Don't

Sometimes i really quite confused bout the word 'love'.. according to the oxford.. is a type of feeling that someone feels for the other person.. William Shakespears said that love is unwritten word of stanza.. and Abraham Lincoln said love is the true divinity of the outermost feeling.. so... what is love?
True facts bout love?
is a sea of darn good reason to love..

The side effect?
(1) You feel jealousy
(2) You tend to dream in reality
(3) You feel heart breaken when the love gone..

Many people told me that love can change the world? and i ask one simple question.. if love could changes the world.. Y those idiots so happen to war? and why Bribery happens? Come on.. like Jay chou who sang love song like he been broken heart for a million times.. when you ask him bout love.. He would say: Urm.. that's is not a relative question..

If you ask me.. Hey Aloysuis, you don't fall in love? if yes,why u act so subjective to it?
Oh yes.. I fall in love and my girlfriend is better than Jay chou's one.. i aint subjective bout love... i just waanted so much to know the truth meaning of love... which i have my answer...

Love is not an element,not and bloody good concept.. is bout how you cared someone,how u have faith toward someone and how u choose to have someone...even they hurt your feelings to the worst of hell and you still love them like ditch hell moment.. You never let them slip out of you hand.. You wanted to have them in your life so much to witness the memorable moments in your life.. just like the other day.. I went to meet my girlfriend at nite of a time duration of 30 minutes... in that 3o minutes time..that will be the bests time in my life.. even is short and it is worthed... The 30 minutes memory is some masterpieces that out bound of value.. My style of getting or loving someone is gonna be easy... make her as happy as i could..make the fantasy dream of disney back to life.. I just want my girlfriend to feel no regret for being mine.. That's me.. in love... sometimes is like you love and cherish me now or just look at me while i walk away.. You can way away from me.. but i just want you to know i'll be loving you in shadow... I m not a great lover... I will do anything just to preserve my memory... I am a kind of person where when i know i in love that need me to choose between my future or my love.. without a good split second.. i will give up my future for someone i loved.. Because I am Aloysuis..The second in Brown family... Not a fighter but i fight for what i love.

My night with with big brother.. Man's talk..

Two cup of warm coffee on the tablescape...
Hot vapour releasing to the air... sitting on two warm chair... My Brother.. Walter and i have some things that we talk or should i say Man's talk.. well..looking at my brother.. i really kept nothing as secret..oh well..this is our dialogue:

Walter: So.. what's up lil bro? U seem like planning somthing there..

Me: Nah.. just missing my girlfriend.. and planning for christmas stuffy big guy. haha..

Walter:If you gonna talk bout your current girlfriend, I sure support You.. Between.. How is her and did you guys had trouble??

Me: nope.. but just planning some 'wedding plan'.. haha..

Walter: Ok.. i see my little brother had grown up..hurm.. so when u decide?? And i hope you save an infinity amount of money..pss.. getting marry is not easy tho.. sure u can handle it?

Me:hope so.. Btw.. Bro,did u ever break up with ur wife before??

Walter: Yup..let's see.. about 7 times.. hahahaha... by the way.. You girlfriend is a real deal good girl.. don't let her be theirs ok?

Me: Oh Faggot.. kept that away..

Walter: Haha.. My Brother..

After chatting with him.. i receive a text..' knock knock'。。it sound like '老公，你在干嘛？‘.. haha.. yup.. is from my girlfriend.. My big Crying Baby.. Oh Gosh!!! I Love Her... Man.. I Love Her Damn Muchie!!

Support 'N' Deport

I don't know today i am lucky or the vice versa... i been accident.. a nightmare which i know i nearly get kill.. in split second... I think about her,My girlfriend...
Maybe is the life ending second.. My little pray is just hope she can get a new guy whom really treat her full-hearted,care how she felt and make a smile on her face everyday if i die and i may be relieve..
But with the blessing power,I turn out to be darn fine even my car wreck into half.. Lucky...
But as for my girlfriend.... My most precious Baby... She felt the impact so hard till it influenced the whole day mood.. while texting... i am getting more and more and more heart broken... i know she is resisting to cry.. and i reboost her at last..she cried.. good.. at least she no longer hold it in...

'Oh girl.... I know u care i know you are trying to strong... But..i know you too well'
'I know how really you worry.. And i know how heart-breaking you r'
'but i want u to know that i am ok... i just worry bout u'
'Besides.... I wont dump You alone now or later'
'Moreover..I miss you ah!'
'important gonna be'
'I LOVE YOU'

I am so lucky to have you beside me in this very turning point of life.....
Everything we have gone through gonna make us stronger..
I just dun want to see you sad..
sorry
Girl~~
But I LOve You!

A Reply to My Bei bei's Blog trouble question...

Oh stupid girl...
Just now i saw what you wrote on your blog..
I know you feel tensed up..
And u feel really tension when u have to face the studies's pressure..
But let me tell you how i feel ok?

I feel that i never even think to left you before, Unable to cheat you and hide stuff from you...
between.. I found true happiness when we were together,remember the moment we spend on my car? remember what my heart tell you?? I know, U are that worry that one day i may just dump you and walk away like i never love you before.. But if you think i m that kind of people than you are very wrong....

I just want You to remember this:
1) I wont cheat or lie on you.
2) I wont hide any things from you
3) no matter what happen.. i'll be here to care and love you.
4) You are the beholder of my heart.
5) I love you more than anything is this world..

6)After 6 years.... No matter what happen.... no matter what went wrong.. i still want you to know...




* I STILL BELONGS TO BOWIE'S ONE*
*I LOVE YOU*
*I M URS*
*<3*