On Screen: Continous Love Video.

This is our sweet dating video... Hehe

Sweet, Warm, Weird and Heart broken

Tonight.. i take her our again,yeah... finally i can see my dearest Girlfriend again..owh.. my tension solver and my angel.. so,out we head to the nightmarket.. as soon we arrive we slot in our love carrier and start walk,
Any she do some shopping.. yup..she is happy with that.. and we have our lovely evening... not soon after..the rain come and chase us away and we headed to our next destination...a 35 minutes journey to shopping mall.. The Giant, and when we walk.. i been having trouble to retain the stuff we gonna suck on..so i thought is a good idea to get a trolley...
But then i realise..... She walked away from me... because i looked odd with that..oh.. [That somehow really broke my heart which i nearly cry on the spot]... Well... we do end our night with some huggies..and the other supplementary item.. sometimes i really hope i can tell her how sad am i but.. i cant really said it because... A good boyfriend must respect and protect his beloved feeling...
Then as soon i came home.. i took my control and on my Ipod... and indugle in my moody music.. Nelly-Just a dream.. whao.. Damn Great soon.. and The Human league-My L.O.V.E really cheer me up again...
Yup.. I know... i realised this girl is the one i reluctant to dump in my life because..... I may Lost without her.... Dear,I m sorry bout my behaviour.. But i m ok... and i still love You! Really do Love You! I m Yours.

The Bear Knight-Fight for Love

Last night i really cant sleep...out of blue.. i felt my bed become as stone as rock,the blanket become as cold as ice... I sit alone on my bed watching the dark outside... this is the time i feel i m not perfect person... Despite, Local University have a space for me,but... i WILL NOT take that place because i had make up my mind that i must stay back to protect and warm her up when she is cold... Call me stupid or whatsoever...But i'll be here, I dont care how the world see me, i Just want you to know who i am... I found you.. The moment of truth in my life... The missing brick of my heart...
U perfect me....
I surrender to the faith and my destiny.. No matter how hard.. i wear my armour as strong as a knight protect his beloved.... The last 1 minute the last 1 second,my last breath,my last heartbeat.. I will still fight for Her...
I never knew.........
I never Knew i could ever love someone to this limit....
To make her happy...
i have reach out and done upon my own limitation....
This is me.
This is Aloysuis Brown....
A Bear who know nothing other than loving someone until his own life is nothing compare to his beloved...

The Silence

Today was quite a day for me.. she is not happy today and it ruins my feelings too.. i become extremely moody.. i aint know what to do at this time..whenever i asked her.. she say she is fine.. But do her know deep inside one of my organ is bleeding? hope she know..
I am really lost now.. i hate to be in this stage.. i m sad,full of question and unsolve... i cant even get one good listenner.. i got many issues... i got many worries.. and the one i miss is in bad mood...
i sat on my bed silently.. watching the night sky.. now.. i begin to worry about her,
she face so much tension and stresses and she don't know how to surpress them.. What kind of boyfriend am i? i don't know... by now i begin to scare to welcome my future.. is with her or -out her.. no ones know what may happen tomorow.. no one know when fate end.. but i know i put 100% true feelings in this.. hoping it really workout if not...

This will be the last time i fall in love......if this fail...... Aloysuis will go under the silence..

Nine days in November--- No, I can't

November the nineth.. Oh gosh..today i barely feel my limbs were working... and i still attend to school.. because i know her would be lonely and scare.. no matter how bad condition i in,I try not to let her know..because i know she may worry and she also may sad.. To me, even i make everyone sad i just dun want her to be sad... because my heart does pain when she put a ill feel looks on..
Yesterday we went for a trip to sungkai.. hot-spring famously.. yup..we have a lot of fun.. and she was an angel from above.. we does enjoy.. the water the air plus the love and joy.. in conclusion... 'DArN EnJoy'... Haha... She is not in happy mood today.. because some of her papers aren't well, so,she kinda moody.. and my heart really plunged and breaks.. Dear Dear.. Please smile back soon..
Lately...
Many things come to my mind.. i have change my mind setting... I have my plans.. After my exam..i gonna stay back at ipoh and work.. i am so happy and willing to wait for her even is a risky things.. but you never know what is in your future..
if She see this...
I Just want you to know... No matter how stupid you be,no matter what happen,even the moon and the sea dries or we face extinction on 2012.. My Promise to You is,I be here.. to live with you,hold you hand when you needed..giving all the happiness to you in every angle of every sense.. even that time.. You no longer mine.. but this heart and love of mine never dies.. because.. You teach me bout happiness,bout true love,bout making you my best Baby, But too bad... You never ever teach me how to forget you..and the things happens between us is something i could never forget...No, I Can't.. because i realize.......... I have fall in Love with You deeper than i thought..

November 6th.. One memorable night with my Wife

Yesterday..my friend truely give me a great pain by whacking the golf ball to my leg... lol... and chemical reaction.. I sprain my leg..and i told this to my Wife after her tuition.. she seem sad which i know she is worry and heart pain pain aready..Then today we go shopping at giant and parade.. like normal sweet couple.. i hug her on the waist..'Deep in my heart...'Oh boy..i found my true love.. looking at her cutie charming look.. Bop Bop Bop.. heartbeat increase.. Looking through her eyes.. i felt she seem sad.. i just felt it when my sixth sense start to react.. (>.<) Trust me.. I see my future in her eyes...She just making my heartbeat go *bop* faster....搞到我超想吻她..after the snacky dinner.. we go for a night ride..
Until one of our friend's house area.. the lucky friend we always meet..Miss Huey Yee..lol.... in a narrow road..i stop my car.. and pushes my arm rest backward and we sat closer... this is the 5th time i hug my Baby...and magic second take place.. we have our truly nature sweet couples kisses...i can feel the gentle lips of hers on mine...I also promise her.. Whatever happen...我永远也会留在她的身边，因为我爱你。。。。我的老婆仔。。。One memorable night with my Wife