Friday, October 1, 2010

10.30pm..1st october,night... The pathway


Everyone will ask and wonder about what this photo is about..let me tell you all..
This is a normal corridor at the morning,But,When at night...there was a story behind it..
There was a boy who don't like to share his problem and pain with other,because hw found after his form 5 life..A tragedy land on him and he was in deep and wounded heavily pain,Without his parents and family to support him,He got no one to share his problem... One night,He feel so frust and decide to end his 17 years life,and he come to this pathway... sitting alone and cry,wonder why his life was so hard... Why others seem to be so happy?? Is this Karma?? sitting on the steps,he thought of ways to die,but fail to... so,whenever he is sadd or feel heart-pain,he be there midnight by 2am..sitting alone to think... as time pass,he begin to grow and think maturely... continuing his studies,and maybe,just maybe... after the pain he gone through.. God say is enough...
In the fall of 2010... He found someone new,someone who calms him,and make him feel he is loved again...but... she take him as a brother,unconciously... he is in love with her..but due to the past the boy have,he felt shame to tell her that he like her... so,The stupid boy had decided to love her in a oldest ways,protect and care in silence... The stupid boy feel happy when the girl happy.. doing stupid thing such as walking outside the girl's class with hope she can see him.. stupid right?? (>o<).... september the 1st,the girl just inplied that she is in love,which make the boy more scared... in that boy mind,He thinks..'This is over,she is in loved,and that guy may make her happy... But i still like u,as long u need me,i'll be there'...But,Tornado hits him... they both share the same feeling... and when they were together,they share the joy together.... in the boy's heart...'No matter how long this love may happen,no matter what future bring us,no matter when the death want to bring life away,no matter what disaster landed on him... This is the last time to fall in love and care the girl as good as possible.... Tonight,he return to the pathway... the boy sit there and think... Life may not always be as good as we expected..but there is a positive reason why God land us here...And the Stupid Guy was now typing this story of his in his blog... The Stupid Guy was ME....

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